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EntriesMonday, June 29, 2009You are not alone, I am here with youMikael (Micheal Jackson) is dead. Now everybody remembered back someone who were long forgotten. I don't know why. Jackson 5 reunion was cancelled. School were back open eventhough the Flu virus is all around spreading vigorously causing NYP shut down for a week and Some classes in RP closed down. What about NP? Do you think there is any? I doubt so. Let me give another week. Maju Camp has raised it's number of infected people to 22, and Maju Camp is next to Ngee Ann and SIM. So let's create the habit and take precautions. Some of the Common Test paper were given out and I passed both. Miraculously, again Elisa got the same result as me, suprisingly for both. COPYCATS! And we used to have exact same GPA in Sem 1. Copycats! Great mind thinks alike. Virgo-ans. Right?! Projects are piling up by now. So stressed. I was happy to prove that I can to it to a Lecturer who look down on me. RIGHT IN YOUR FACES. ok chill. Its a new term, let me start it afresh. I want to change, hopefully for the better. I mean it. I know words mean nothing but Ill show it. Oh I cant wait to owned a bike after looking at kim's bike, RX-Z. Fuyh. Modified uh. Yes I might had made up my mind. No Vespa for me. It's too high end and not worth getting. Sport bike for me I guess. haha! Yeah, heres a new group that will create nuisance and noises from the bike LP. What does that mean? Low Profile? hahahaha! It's history in the making. Vroom. I started questioning myself why? to everything I see, hear and feel. What worth of it? Why I chosed that door eventhough it doesnt have the same key I have. It's closed. If I could, I'll break through and get what I want and feel. You were locked. Saturday, June 27, 2009Tribute to Micheal Jackson! Yes theres no more pop rockstar legend. A legend which signifies the moonwalk that he always does and those popping he perfectly did.For what I want is not what I get, Fix it. I fell down during work, The ladder gave way while I was picking up the box high up the shelves in the main store. The Metal frame pierce through my smart pants and run through my thighs creating a long deep cut. Painfully and its finger licking good. Im so tired. I havent't had my proper 2 weeks holiday and school is starting next week Awesomeness. Mummy starts to not care about be thinking that my one week pay can live for myself till the next. superb. What only! hahahahahahaaha Joke sia. haha peace. Thursday, June 25, 2009You were everything I wanted. You were everything a girl could be.Transformers; Revenge of Fallen today. I was suppose to watch it with the crew yesterday however, I couldn't make it as I'm on schedule for work. So I catched the movie with Ballerina today. The movie was superb, Sad and cool. Optimus New looks is so awesome and much more bigger with new twin robots and new decepticons. It is more action pack this time. & Kayla is not hot to me, Megan Fox. Right Eena? Pizza Hut for dinner. Another day at work tomorrow with a new manager in-charge of Marina Square Mothercare. I'm tired. If I have a choice not to work to get a Bike, I won't be where I am now. Trap in between work and school. 3 more days and I'm out of the combination schedule. I'm waiting for the next 16th. Pretending or Reality? The Plain White T's rocks! Tuesday, June 23, 2009RIZZRNR!Too heavy as you sank to the bottom of my heart I've been so down lately. I don't know why. Anyways no point looking back and asking why. School resume next week. 2 weeks of holidays without going out with cliques is so stupid hahaha! NVM we will see each other everyday. So what have I been doing during holidays so far? Erm, I put myself in a tight schedule for work, I went for Ice skating waltz with Ballerina and I went Night cycling at ECP to OCH and Redhouse. More Coming up? hopefully. ^^ I went for a mini shopping alone just now during my work break. Window shopped. But I bought a plain black Jansport bagpack, since it's having promotions, I bought it. I've eyed more things when I got my 1month pay. The Zara hat and the Sanuk Shoes. That's all. I gotta save more on my next pay onwards. Work has been going well, but I will be drained up soon. Working at the store is hot. That what I did yesterday. I was sweating like shit. Marina Square my port! Today is my off day, This thursday is another. I hope I can catch transformers, revenge of the fallen. Hopefully a date? hahaha boo. My dad is starting a new job very soon. Hopefully by next week. Yay! I'm sorry if I was too taken away, It's neither your fault so you don't need to say sorry. I'm sorry I was too down. Yes, you made a promise to me and somehow, It touches, I realised. I remembered something that i always said, Let it rock. So I made a decision to rock it. I'm sorry that I wasn't myself. I'm sorry to put you in this mess. I'm sorry. Now, I feel better and I hope it would be better the next time round. Thank You for being there for me, I treasure you, so much than any other ordinary friends. Cheers~ :) I feel contented for now. You are one of the kind. Maybe I need to learn how to think of myself like how I want others to be. Let it rockkkkk. That's all folks
Monday, June 22, 2009And now I try hard to make it, I just want to make you proud, I'm never gonna be good enough for you, I can't pretend that I'm alright.I'm getting hang of my work. I'm getting tired too. Mothercare oh! daddycare. Good piece of news, I sold item total of 2K plus and it's a new record for me, 2 Cotbed, 2Strollers. I'm Tired. I reached home nobody cares. Okay let's not be fickled minded. Tomorrow stock day. It will be a tiring day. Another full shift ahead. Oh, My next week off is Tuesday and Thursday. Book me please. Or Saturday evening. Sometimes life is unfair. There's always the ups and down. I cant understand why. I just cant figure it out. It's hard. To live or to let live. But one thing, Why do I care to live for others than to live for myself. 'Cause you are the sun in my universe, considered the best when we've felt the worst and most of all it's built to last. You're so beautiful to me. Beautifully inside out. You just cant deny the truth or maybe you are just not showing it. Even so, I point my finger to you and believe that's m choice. Mum always say this to me "Kalau ko nk sesuatu, usaha, Jangan putus ase, Dan Jangan buat separuh jalan". It simply means that if you want something, Go for it, and never give up and never do it halfway. So I did to get many things. But... Caramel Frapp today. I'm just addicted to it. It taste better than ciggarettes. It has been awhile that i didnt and tried. It was an achievements. Thank you. Basicly I'm blogging anything that is my mind. It might not be in order. It might not be important. And I'm not going crazy, I know what I typed. Mine my english. Dont look down on me just for that. Ps: Something about me, I love kids. I do chores. I look after my bro and sis. I dont find a reason in lying. I'm sensitive. I keep things because I'm coward. I am worst than anybody in the world. I cant see a person sitting down alone or left alone. I love my mom and dad. I had a dream, I just want to see my parents happy and make them proud. 
Saturday, June 20, 2009Promiscuous girl, whenever you are, I'm all alone and it's you that I want.Im not having a mood to even blog. Just came back from walking around town and Lot One after work. Supposingly I ended at 4. I had my "breakfast" at Macdonalds, alone. Then When Raffles City for a lone shopping, Bought some tops and more bottoms. I was trying to find this fisherman's hat but I cant find the exact. I think I can find them at beach road. Then head home and reached at about 8. Night Cycling was disappointingly fun. The gereks part is that We finally made throught the Old Changi Hospital rooftop, 5levels, for the first time. Creepy though. Picture uploaded soon. But I was disappointed that some didnt turn up. I ****ing pissed. I shouldnt have went but excitingly, the disappointment was covered up. Cycled from East Coast to OCH, to Redhouse Pasir Ris in six. I came to join eventhough I knew the next day I was supposed to sleep. I could only catched a sleep during bus rides. That's all. This is how much I do for true friends. HOLIDAYS! What a good time to spend time with friends, families and rest. BUT I'm here working. WHY? Nobody understands. Yeah I gonna say it, firstly because of my bike. Secondly, My dad is jobless now. In process of getting new. So I must learn how to at least live for myself, not relying to them. My HP bills is one of them I should not rely on them. I'm not poor. Neither am I that rich. I think I'm not even myself for now. I need to learn to fight back for my rights. I need to speak up. I need flair up sometimes. I am not nice I know. And I don't ****ing care. Since nobody cares, Why should I. Is it just me being too understanding or others not being understanding? Dont judge me, Dont ever. Dont backmouth, Never. Im sick and tired of it. I had enough. I aint no Rizz. Me white out everything. Friday, June 19, 2009Oh Oh!No sleep, No sleep until I am done with finding the answer. Wont stop, Wont stop before i found the cure for this cancer Rizz went out for night cycling when he working the next morning. Okayyy. I went back in time when it flew out so fast. This was a band that i was crazay for, The Rasmus. It came of buzzling when I was in sec one and i bought their first album, dead letters. They so cool, known as the crows. So original. Look at Lauri's Featherly hair. Im back listening to them. My all time fav song from them, In the shadow, Last Waltz, In my Life, Funeral song, No fear and Sail Away.  Yeah another night spend with my crews on cycling. Hell yeah. Our unearthly expeditions. Wednesday, June 17, 2009MAY PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS. DISNEY WALTZ. I LIKE. Ice Skating!   Disney Waltz SWENSON!  SKILLS! Tuesday, June 16, 2009Dear BlogfroggyI shoot the moon, I hit the stars, so bright, so far, so little, so hard sorry not Updating the flog for quite sometimes. Firstly is because of common test last week. And that Im working for the future. I want a bike. I dream I catch it. Sorry to all my friends if im too busy. Hope you all understand. Sorry Calminate Excess. Sorry WT. Sorry cliques. && Sorry to PANDA#1. haha! Tomorrow ice skating session yay. Hopefully kallang is still open. haha! && heres a song, composed by me. Yeah simple words yet the meanings are compli. Holidays are here, but not for me, hardcore mothercare. Yay, My first expensive stollers sold goes to Quinny Buzz! woot. And I sold a cotbed and mattress yay! achievements. Work for money, Money makes the world goes round. Rizz rnr - Whoa! I've told you Hey girl, look here Promise, to listen to my words, to my heart And I hope it doesn’t hurts. I’ve heard you, I’ve seen you I’ve told you, I like you Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh-Oh Oh, Whoa, Oh, Oh Now that, you’ve heard it It’s so real, so sincere I want to hold you, to be with you I need you (Chorus) I, Love, You, I-Love-You, I, Love-Whoa, You, I-Love-You, I, Need, You, I-Need-You, I, Need, You-Whoa, I-Need-You Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh-Oh Oh, Whoa, Oh, Oh In the night, I was alone I shoot the moon, I hit the stars So bright, so far, so little, so hard Give up? Give up? Should I give up? Now that, you’ve heard it It’s so real, so sincere I want to hold you, to be with you I need you (Chorus) Saturday, June 6, 2009Yawww!Throwing a line out to sea, To see if I can catch a dream. She had the world, She had me. Panic! At The Disco Work Work Work. By the second day, I feel hell tired. Massy Cossy lah Peg Perigo lah. SO many brands to remember. && There was this customer, Ang Moh, He bought this Massy Cossy combi, Then I was asked to send the pack to the customer car by my colleague, Thought it was just only sending, then the customer asked me to fix for him too in his car. Panic of course, I have never tried fixing one myself, haahaa. Lucky! Rizz always will think of a way. hahaha, There goes some tips. hahaha! stay COOL always! work work work. I forking hate MSN. Sucked up! I'm soooo worried for my CTs. Especially Valuation and Law. & Slowly I'll study. & I'm working to earn extra pocket money. I hope my studies wont be affected. I need someone, to guide me. ^^ hopefully. I love Ballerina's hair, bands && name. booo! I was frenzy hair. 
Boohooo! Today my first day of work. I got awesome colleague.i got alot things to learn from the old birds. I've only touched on Nursery beds and Car Seats. More to go. Go ZAMZAM! hahaha Went straight to Marina Sq after the sembawang site visit which is after the Retail Management Paper. ^^ Yeah I manage to do it even I didnt study much. Yeah! My work Schedule are up. 4full days and 1 half day each week during term break. Gonna earn some fulus.  Good Night!Thursday, June 4, 2009Booo!I got a job. Thanks to my cousin for intro-ing. The pay is attractive and Im working at Marina Sq Mothercare. ps: Marina Sq home of MR. I'll be a busy man nowadays. Work Work Work. But I'll be working mostly on tuesday, wed, fri and weekends. SAVING for my bike! woohooo. Im a potential daddycare! Dont Laugh! hahaha I'm earning proper money. Went interview with my cousin companion. YAY! cool manager. But boring journey home. Eena kept me company on the way home thx!  This post is dedicated to all those who thinks I'm a MAT! absolute NO! Theres 14 reasons why I'm not one:1)I dont wear nasi lemak cap/ airhead cap 2)I dont wear colourful skinnies 3)I dont talk like typical MATs! 4)I dont wear starstar and colourful shirts 5)Marina SQ is not my port, other than work 6)I dont like to find troubles with unknowns 7)I dont press my tongue against my cheek 8)I dont go to strangers (girls) and ask numbers directly 9)I have class. Mat goes anywhere dont concern money. Even sometime i agree. 10)I'm not into trance, jiwang or Pyo pyo 11)I dont wear those typical high high shoes and slot in slippers 12)Mats dont really wear purple contact lens! hahaha! 13)I dont really lepak under void decks 14)One thing for sure, Mats dont work at Mothercare. Too cute. bleah! LONG LIVE ROCK & ROLL
DAY 'n' Night! Open House today for valuations. Haha coooooool. One bus come to school. How coool. Haha! Came to my house to valuation thing and off they go except for my clique and Ballerina. Then off we go seperated. Went studying after that. :) Not enough group photos taken :( Alot failure photos. booo!  My bro cut off then below my eyes closed Khan, David, Huda, Elisa, Eena, Izzan, Izzam!Tuesday, June 2, 2009Bonjour!Send someone to love me, I need to rest in arms.Keep me safe from harm. In pouring rain. Robbie-William *ps:learning that song No school today, Yay! but still I came to school. For the idiot module's project. We did abit and chow. then met Eena Ballerina Potter as usual and home sweet home. Get well sooooooooooon kay. Take your medicine!  Maximo Park! New Singles in July 2009, Questing not Coasting.Check Out their Past albums, Our Earthly Pleasures.  Transformers 2; Revenge of the Fallen. I've been waiting for it's showing for long. Patience! Wooohooooo!Monday, June 1, 2009Tsk Tsk Tsk!*If thats the sound of lizard. muahahaha!* Plain White 'T's; There's only 1 thing, 2 say, 3 words 4 you... I Today, Somebody turned me on. hahaha! YOU KNOW WHO! Serious It's nice. And Hows my drawing, sucks. haha! I love to draw. You know it. Keep turning me on.... Secret recipe! Ive been eating fattening food lately. Yeah! Lotsa Lotsa Lotsa it! BOO! Im not fat anyway. RIGHTTT? haha! I think I'll gained weight. But again I'm not fat anyway. Today REL lecture hall was rock by me. LIVE! Let rock! Let it Rooooooooccccckkkkkk! hahahaha but It came to a crashing end when the lecturer came and and and ELISA scare the shit of of me. Shouting in the middle of lecture. Sorry buddy. haha! And WHAT Khan is going off, to Australia, while I'm having Common Test. Wtheck! Get me souvenirs! And I need a shopping spree, My wadrobe running out of ammunitions. Haha! Boxers, T shirts, Pants, Berms, Hat, Belt, Shoes. I need them. Muahahaha! People buy me? haha I want new guitars, Gibson perhaps? Fender Strats, Holfner, Ibanez, Cyclone Eks if what I have. I want more. Daddy? I hate you Advance Building Tech. I hate you Mr. Rizz Granger
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